Head spinning, a dreadful thought
Even though everything seems so normal
Why does this buzz not going away
This sense of sadness, loneliness
You know you're not alone
Why is it that everything seems hollow
Emptiness creeping in, why?
No one to listen or is it that you can't talk
Why does this burden weigh so heavy
Shoulders drop low
Even a hint, no one knows!
No solace or respite from this it seems
Why to even try fight it you think
Sitting alone in a crowd of known faces
Mind running too fast to grasp
Looking around in hope
Everyone's busy driving home
Their own misery
Wishing only an ear to hear you out
But not a single one free
All plugged in different machines
Even the darkness of closed eyes
Does not make you feel calm
A forced Hi, a fake smile,
A chat with a close friend
You do it all to seem normal
Dragging it on as long as you can
But deep down the cloud is getting darker